todays date is a special date….. it 2/2×2/2×2x2
2/ 4 / 8

so its the POWERS OF 2 xD, i bet right now Tarif is like WTF, i HATE MATHs………………………damn my stupidly small brain that cant process numbers…..-.- xD
hahahahahaha no offence Duuuuuude, we still on for terrorist killing xD

Anywho WATS UP WORLD?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

erm recently brought a psp, had the idea of downgrading it then installing CFW on it and guess what…….. ITS ANNOYING!!!!!! Gah, i got soooooo frustrated that i tried to make my own Pandoras battery and well my battery EXPLODED and CAUGHT FIRE =| =| Scary……=O

anywho moving on…..erm….what was i up to today….?hmm.

erm whats happened lately…hmmm

OOOOO ella AD her 18th PARTY and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahah
Ill just say,
had a shower of beer
bite marks in a bar of soap
fashion show…
HONEY
and
falling over…?

u can probly guess what happened, ill leave the rest to ur imagination xD hehehehehehe

Next thing

OO i just remembered….we Found the Oasis of Ears…Mouth…cushions….. ill make another blogg entry bout the name and origin……

xD well anyway thats about it….nothing exciting has happened to us for the past couple of days. just been hanging out xD

PO

so bascially i get home and i come online then my mate reminds me to check out this video ok

so i did and i ended up almost on the floor LAUGHING my head off coz the baby is JUST soo cute Click HEre xD

then i start talking to other ppl about it, Which BTW is a completely normal thing to do and then i get this….

1st person…ok ok this person was REALLY sly about it…ill be honest, i might have HINTED the i did kinda loo like the baby when i was younger and all she said was………well it was even a word, all she did was a emoticon raising its Eyebrows

2nd person.. this was the person who told me bout the video in the first place, and i think i was talking bout how i was called a girl before or something and she just said….but u ARE a girl….i mean WTF xD

Lastly i told my mate from school and yes had the same response that i did…..Pure Laughter at the cuteness xD and well this was kind my fault…i did again hint that i MIGHT that i looked SIMILAR to that when i was younger, BUt that isnt an excuse to call me a GIRL!!!!

but Be honest, do i really look like a girl…..??

Hmmmm

PO

Why do they serve food on such a sharp stick…=O =|

PO

obviously when u think about it, its in our human nature to care about what other people think

i guess this quote mostly talks more about relationships other than selfworth…because its how we relate to others that defines us. U think about how u see yourself and most of the time, well i guess u can do either of two things….

u can hide all the bad

or only show it

very rarely we have any middleground……

but what we think about ourselves isnt really who we are….dont you judge urself based on what u have done to others and what they think of u…..so what u think of yourself isnt who you are.

Its how other people see u…
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the thing is…..u can always change

even if u have done wrong…..and….it seems that u cant get back to the way it was…u can always change…

Another man said: ‘U never know how precious something is….until u lose it….’

if u have ever lost someone, u know how that feels….

in our life time we all have done things that we are not proud of…..and sometimes that cant be helped….but i think its not what we have done, that people remember..
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im not making excuses for those ppl who have done wrong…..im not making excuses for things ive done wrong…..

but whats important to me is how they left it……
..to hide away from it…do nothing..sweep it under the rug

..or..

..to show that your sorry…and really mean it

when i say show, i mean show, with words, with actions, with your heart…
because its after u lost it, u realise what u did wrong…what is gone…what u need to do to fix it…

only once you do that, u can maybe get back the precious thing u lost……or gain something even more precious….

trust….

dependace…

love…

but most importantly, u can gain a better…
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You….

and if u do….remember how precious it really is…….

anyway today wasnt a really good day coz i was ill and yh u can probly guess what that was like =P xD

although i did find alot of new song for my ipod. Mostly sad songs….me is in a sad mood today =( oh well thats life i guess =P

well that nothing exciting happened today so there isnt alot to write about sorry =P

PO

Honestly the show was absolutely amazing, it was about like the story between Marilyn Monroe and Ella Fitzgerald..
but OMG it was soo amazing, i LOVED the dresses they wore and their singing was Beautilful.
I would sooo love to see it again, just the character of Monroe and the Voice of Fitzgerald….WOooooooooW

and more importantly than show was Its ELLAS 18th Bday and we had soo much fun xD heheheh HAPPY BDAY!!!!!!!

hope u have fun…….Love u Loads =)

PO

trying to help ppl is a funny, there can either be 3 outcome, well theres only been 3outcome for me….

its soo rare in this day and age to really effect a person….with all cliches in films and tele. seems to me most ppl dont even know who they are anymore….

1. u could be completely ignored….in this case, i think the best thing to do is to leave it up to the person…to deal with it…but in a way, sometimes this is the best thing to happen, ues u might think that they are just ignoring u, but that missed phone call, text, messenger, or a knock on the door can show them that u care, and that could be just enough..

2. u can really have an impact on someone. i would like to say that this is the most likely outcome but the truth is…its the least…. but once in a while u can really help……and if u really care bout the person, u know u have helped because u either smile in the end of it, or it hurts ur heart a lil bit because u had to sacrifice a bit of urself to help….lets just hope its the smile..

3. if u end up thinking these word.
“Was it worth trying?”

even after all you have done…..did it make a difference..? pouring ur life and soul into his/her problems, feeling what they feel, every emotion….every thought…..everything…..then having them say something, in a way that they never ment it to be heard..showing u

‘u didnt make a difference…..’

thats the worst…………..like u didnt make a difference….

in the end, i guess like 2% of us isnt looking to comfort the person, but for self worth….like u made a difference….a good difference…..but the other 98%….really want to help…….

i think everyone can save lives

it just depends on if the person we are trying to save…………wants to be saved

Here is a list of the new shops:
Leon
Kate Kuba
Reiss-Brilliant shop, saw a Tshirt i want
Accessories-didnt go in..
Boss-LOVE the suits, soo sexig =P
Hugo Boss- say another really nice Tishirt, It was PURPLE
The White Company-yeah a bit too white for my liking =P
River Island- beautiful jeans in there =)
Massimo Dutti
Dune
Space NK
ZARA
Duchamp
Myla-wasnt open yet but the picture was HOT
Brilliant Inc

I yet to still have to check all the shops so when i do, u will be updated =)
I LOVE SHOPPING xD

PO

PO